WOMAN
Jesus Christ. Jesus, Mary, Joseph
and Christ...it's been three years,
Eddie. You know, there hasn't been
a day that hasn't gone by that I
don't think about you. They were
right. You never forget them when
they're gone. Well, who knew after
26 years with one man, that all the
fighting, children, scrimping,
tears...and laughs.
(defensively)
And you know there was some laughs,
Eddie...that I'd find myself
thinking about you every day.
Every night. Almost every minute.
But I'm not giving you that last
one. No sir. That's exactly what
you'd want...God, if anyone ever
told me that I'd be coming out to a
plot of grass and talking to a rock
once a year, I'd tell them they
were an idiot....I guess you can't
help but think of somebody when
you've been with them for over 26
years. It sucks, you know, Eddie.
I resent this shit. I'm stuck here
with the everyday crap and you're
up there bowling...no, not bowling,
you never bowled...geez, what did
you do? All I can remember is you
sitting in front of that
television, watching wrestling
shows. Hanging your head over a
plate and shoveling food in your
face. I always hated that. You
looked like a gorilla when you
ate...did you do anything? Like
anything for fun that I didn't know
about?
(looks about the cemetery)
I wonder if everybody else that
comes out to these places talks to
the rocks, too.
(she someone across the
way, she half heartedly
waves.)
I guess I'm not the only nut
case...so anyhow, you got a new
grand daughter. Louise May. She's
a fat one. Good, healthy, chubby
baby. She looks a lot like your
Aunt Freida. Now she was a fatty!
I know now where you got your table
manners from. She would take a
breath and food would fly in her
face!
(laughs at the memory,
then tosses the flowers
on the grave.)
Here, I brought you these.
(goes into her purse and
takes out a cigarette)
I don't know why I bring you
flowers. You never brought me any.
I wonder if things were the other
way around, if you'd bring me
flowers...that we'll never know,
eh?
(she looks at her watch)
Well, I should get going. The bus
will be by soon and believe me,
they never run on time over in
Queens. Besides, I gotta go to
bingo tonight with Hannah and
Margaret. They make me go. But to
be honest, I kinda like it. It's
something to do. I was never much
for those wrestling shows. All
those goons yellin' at each other
like they was deaf or
something....anyway, take care. I
hope that you found something fun
to do. Can't think what, but I
hope you did. See ya next year,
Eddie.
The song "I'll Walk Alone" by Dinah
Shore is heard. The lights fade.
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