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CANDICE
You know something?
TOM
What?
CANDICE
In the three months we've been
together, you've never talked about
your past relationships.
TOM
I haven't?
CANDICE
No. Why is that?
TOM
Nothing much to say, I guess. At
least, not as much as Marvin.
(he laughs.)
CANDICE
C'mon. Tell me.
TOM
What's to tell?
CANDICE
There must have been someone before
me. Or more like 20 or 30, with
those smooth pick-up lines of
yours.
TOM
(deep sigh)
Naw. Not really.
CANDICE
C'mon, Tom. I poured my heart out
the first 10 minutes we met. You
can tell me. I'm not going to run
away. Unless you're some kind of
serial killer or something.
TOM
(chuckles)
It's just hard to talk about.
Maybe some other time, Snickers,
Ok?
CANDICE
No time like the present. You can
tell me. It's all right.
TOM
(gathering thoughts.)
Well...I was in love, I guess, once
before. It was three years ago.
She was the woman of my dreams.
The woman who I would live the rest
of my life with. The mother of my
children, my pillar, my rock, blah,
blah, blah.
(pause)
My everything, ya know? Until one
cold November evening. The night
before Thanksgiving, in fact. I
was in a rush to catch a plane
back to visit my folks in Des
Moines. I found this letter taped
to my door. I knew it was from her
because of the cute way she wrote
the "m" in my name. I'm thinking,
how sweet, it's a "have a nice
flight, I'll miss you" note. "Hugs
and kisses."
CANDICE
What was in the letter?
TOM
It was a Dear John.
(pause)
I still have it somewhere.
CANDICE
Why?
(The song "First Song" by
Abbey Lincoln comes up
lightly underneath the
following dialogue.)
TOM
I don't know. I suppose I wanted
to remind myself not to be so
stupid the next time I fell for
some woman.
(catching himself)
Which it has, right here.
CANDICE
(quietly, affectionately)
Oh, Tom.
TOM
(pause)
Don't you just love it when someone
just rips your heart out of your
chest and hands it to you like a
fucking Valentine? I mean, I was
devastated. No warning. No signs.
No nothing. I felt like someone
stuck their hand down my throat and
yanked every bit of life outta me.
(pause)
It took me two and a half years to
recover. But what scared me the
most is that, until she came in to
my life, I had never hated anyone
before. Never had someone make me
hate them. It terrified me that
she could make me hate her.
Especially someone I loved.
CANDICE
(excitedly)
I hate her for hating you enough to
make you hate her!
(Tom laughs. Candice then
gently pulls his face
towards hers. She looks
gently into his eyes.)
I'm sorry that she hurt you.
TOM
Yeah, well, like they say, only two
things in life are for sure. Death
and the Cubs never winning a world
series.
CANDICE
I promise I...
(Tom cuts her off.)
TOM
(gently)
Don't. Don't say things like that.
All right?
CANDICE
All right. But can I say, at least
I'll try?
TOM
Sure. You can say that.
The two embrace deeper. They have a quiet moment together.
TOM
I like this feeling so much. But
it scares the hell out of me.
CANDICE
You're not alone.
(The two keep holding each
other tenderly for a few
moments.)
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